Our Spirituality

This is an Open Invitation to my Family (you) to share our beliefs with one another.  Let there be no Teachers, no Saviors, no Martyrs, and instead let us be Brethren, navigating the Dark Seas of the Soul together.

I find it really hard to articulate my beliefs, to explain it as beautifully as it rests in my soul. When I was just starting to form these beliefs, words flowed easily out of me, through me, as I digested them myself. Now, as I move to the stage when I live them, actions speak louder than words.

I believe in God. God is my catch-all, under which I put Everything That Is. God is the void, the form, and the word. God is the Observer within us, and that which we observe. There is nothing that is not God, even that which is not God. God is love. God is the vast impersonal force of the universe, the mechanical determinism of creation, and the warm love of Mother.

I believe reality is built something like a fractal. Take any portion of a fractal, and within that fractal repeats the pattern of the whole. You can zoom in or out at endlessly and never reach an end, a higher, a smallest. We are 'God" to all that lies 'within' us.

I believe consciousness is the basic building block of the physical universe. That the universe is filled with Strands of consciousness. These strands weave together to form the physical stuff, from the sub molecular to the galactic. All these things are conscious, with everything that entails.

I believe in Sovereignty. I believe that every single strand of consciousness chooses it's existence and how it experiences it. There are no victims, from the tree cut down for paper, to the ocean being filled with poison, to the woman who jogs at night and is raped. We are, each one of us, the master and commander of out own ships. Each and every experience that each and every particle has is chosen.

I believe we are all one. Not so much 'we are all children of god' as much as, we are literally one soul, existing outside space/time, experiencing everything this universe has to offer, as every single player in this drama. I believe I am both the person writing this, and everyone reading it, as well as the people who invented the internet to make IS possible, etc, etc.

On a more physical level, I believe we are all part of one physical organism.

I believe our thoughts are not really our exclusive property. I don't truely understand this yet. But it seems that thought itself exists on a plane of reality, or as a field of consciousness. Perhaps the minds that hold a certain vibration pull thoughts of that frequency. That would explain why your friends say the same shit as your thinking or why scientific discoveries are sometimes made in isolated parts of the world congruently.

I believe every question that has ever been asked has been about love. And every answer to every question is Love.

I believe I exist to Love.

I believe love is far vaster, far more magnificent, than we can ever imagine. I believe everything ever felt, is love, including joy, fear, and hate. I will tell you a story. Once upon a time, there was One. This one was All That Is. It knew this, but could not experience itself as this, since there was nothing else for it to experience. So it split itself into two. And behold! there was it's mirror. But there was not just two things, because there was a third thing, something connecting Here and There. This thing was Love, the force that connects all of existence. This mysterious Third intrigued the One, so it decided to experience every manifestation of it. Thus, was...all this, born.

I believe that when Sontlux dies, her will never live again. But then again, Sontlux dies every day, every moment. The urge for survival is ego, and it is illusion. Something will go on after my physical death, but it will not be me. At the same time, fuck time^.^ Everything that ever was, is, and ever will be, will live perpetually in the Mind of God. Nothing is ever truely destroyed, nor even changed. IT is far more complicated, simple, and beautiful than that. I hope langoliers don't exist.

I believe good and evil, light and dark, only exist inside the minds of man (or mind in general, i think even angels play that game to an extent). Nothing is ever truly good or evil. All you need to go is expand you perception, take a wider look on any action, and you will see that is far more vast and majestic. There are no failures, no tragedies, no triumphs. Everything that has ever been is but a turn it the Grand Story. God, All That Is, HAS to be every conceivable experience, every possible expression. You are that same I AM.

I believe every possibility is a reality.

I suspect that the entire physical universe as we know it was created for us, by us, for the realization of... something.

I believe consciousness creates. Past, Present, and Future, are all created by us, by our observation. Which came first, the chicken or the egg. I believe you can not answer that question, not the spiritual metaphor I mean it as.

Which came first, the Observer or the Observed?

I believe everything is an illusion, that reality is a game, and this is the most important place we can be, that we are doing the most interesting thing in the universe. Life is both pointless, inconsequential, and at the same time, we are creating God, creating Heaven.

Did I mention we are creating God?

I believe that conscious creation of the world we experience is a possibility. I'm not yet sure about how much though. I seek to become a Sourcerer, a Master. I want to cast mountains into the sea. Is that possible as man is now? It is the destiny for the Son of Man, but for man? I'll find out.

I wonder, this seems complete. Everything else is trivial, or would be advice.

Wait, got one.

I believe it is our destiny to each become our own universe. I believe we all already are. I believe there is no One Truth, not in this Multi-verse, only in the realm of the Absolute. (WARNING! ADVICE!!) So follow your truth, because your truth is THE truth of your universe.